I sure would like my groove back. Stella didn’t have it this bad, ha! Even though I have begun chemotherapy again I have continued to feel pretty good, not perfect and albeit peppered with fatigue and nausea but for the most part I feel better than I have in years. The problem (besides the cancer) is that I am having a hard time feeling myself in that way...You know what I am talking about. Between a butt on the front and a healing abscess wound on the back, it is hard for me to tap into that feminine power that used to be so easy to get to. I am sure my advancing age doesn’t help but still Betty White seems to have it going on for her so why can’t I? All this disease and surgery crap has knocked my sexy under some furniture and I can’t quite reach it.
I started my naturopathic regimen yesterday and I will go back again tomorrow. I felt pretty tired today, I laid on the couch scrolling through social media, reading all the griping and fear, being sucked into rabbit holes of information...This did not help me find my groove at all. I decided to dance. I picked a song and filmed myself and for a moment or maybe two moments I felt an inkling if grooviness, not quite full volume but maybe a 5 on a scale of 11. It’s a start.
Until next time ❤️ https://youtu.be/3pFqZZRF_Ds
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