Digging myself out of a seemingly endless hole

It's interesting, I have felt at a great distance from myself, it's weird, I have never felt this weak. The hospital saved my life but also put me in a deficit . I am feeling a little better everyday but it's slow going, people seem to be running out of patience with me, I am frustrated myself. I am carrying 50lbs of water 😫 This is not pleasant and I am squeezing out the pressure slowly.

Sorry this post is a bummer, they can't all be sunshine and candy. I am shooting for better.

Until next time❤️