Confusion

I wake up not knowing what's going on, it's mildly terrifying. My husband looking at me in that way that that punctuates the situation. Things eventually make sense but this doesn't make it less scary. I am still oozing fluid and my ostomy bag doesn't quite fit. Life is a bit awful and unknown right now, my husband and I bicker, both unsure what to do. These are hard times for sure and sometimes it feels hopeless.

I just want to feel better and that's my goal.

Until next time ❤️