Tomorrow I talk to my doctor via Zoom at 8:30am and I don't know how I feel about it. It's been nice to have almost a year of stability and I am not looking forward to picking a path of uncertainty again.
I am really tired today, more so than the usual and I am not sure if it is residual abscess issues or just a bit of fear regarding having to make decisions...I have a hard enough of a time picking a restaurant let alone a clinical trial where you commit to being a Guinea Pig for the greater good AND a chance to get better. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being utilized for science if it is going to help people ultimately, though I would be a liar if I didn't admit to being scared of what that might look like.
I finally scheduled my cataract surgery and if everything goes well I will be able to see like a normal person by spring. Though it sucks to wait, at least the appointments are set and I have something to look forward to.
I started a new mosaic window, I call it "We are all stardust" and I hope to finish it by next week. I will post a picture when I am done.
Until next time ❤️